I can't! I know you want me to be close to You and enter into an intimate relationship with You where I am completely transparent. Well I can't right now. I hurt too much. Thank you for healing me, but I need Your help. The pain of Justin hurting kills me. Thank you for showing me what unconditional love requires, because now I understand at least in part what You dealt with when Jesus went to the cross.
Forgive me of the sin of complacentcy. I love You alone.
Teach me to love Justin with that caliber of love today. I want to love him even in the times when it is hard and he is hurting. Show me the truth today.
Amen